moment of weakness.

I fell into temptation. Guess I'm back at square one, hopefully this time I'll be in control.

NOTE: The above contains a joke, see if you can figure it out.

more ways than three.

Holy crap I hate kids...

the space between.

It's the laughter that keeps us coming back for more.

such great heights.

So we're getting 40 cm of snow tonight, another 10 cm tomorrow and wind gusts up to 100 km/h. Goodbye warm spring-like winter and hello old man winter.

I have other stuff I want to talk/blog/post about, but I don't really feel like typing, so maybe I'll post something a little later.

Oh, and I went on the bus for the first time today. Can we all say fiasco? I'll talk about that in my next post as well.

P.S.: Holy crap, I swear our house has to be telemarketer central. 3 calls in one night...

hide another mistake.

Lying is bad, or so we are told, constantly from birth. Honesty is the best policy; the truth shall set you free; I chopped down the cherry tree. Whatever. The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves because the truth, the truth freaking hurts.

shadowland.

Yes! I just voted for the first time :D
I feel so grown up.

can we get together.

So the more I think about it, the more I realized maybe "worst night ever" was a bit of an exaggeration. I mean, think about the Jews in concentration camps, I'm sure they had worse nights.

Anyway, the reason I was pissed was because some bozo behind me at the movies spilled pop and ruined my copy of Vanity Fair with Lindsay on the cover (which, I might add, took me 2 weeks to find in this town). Completely ruined, I didn't even get to read it. Grrr.

I feel bad I haven't been updating as often as I was, even though Lord knows the updates all sucked. I have an excuse though: school. I'm so busy with school work that I have to stay home this weekend just to get it all done.

That's it for me, I have nothing else to talk about.

don't you forget about me.

By far the worst night ever.
I should have listened to common sense and stayed at home.

awake is the new sleep.

I have so many things running through my mind, comprising the following:

·The song Cosy In The Rocket and New Version of You.
·University choices including: UPEI, York, Ryserson, McGill, UBC and everything in between.
·That I should talk to someone about my thoughts on the future.
·Tonights episode of Grey's Anatomy.
·How much money I'll spend if I go away.
·That UPEI makes it simple to get the degree I want, but I don't want to stay here.
·I still haven't learnt my lines and am royally fucked over.
·I still have a load of school work I need to do.
·Old New York, courtesy of Frank Sinatra.
·That my RAM is getting really low.
·iBook version of the MacBook or the new Intel iMac.
·That I shouldn't buy either until I decide if I want to go away.
·Being a transfer student is messy.
·My acne is no more, I'm losing weight and I no longer bite my nails.
·What I'll do if my mom decides to move out west like she's thinking.
·Being pissed that I can't see Hilary Duff anymore.
·That I want to go see the movie Karla.
·My general opinion on people regarding the movie Karla.
·How I was going to update my Livejournal but got lazy and didn't.
·The image to Death From Above 1979's CD.
·The song Hungry Like The Wolf.
·TBS's commercial for The Wedding Singer.
·That I want a better Grey's Anatomy icon.
·That I need to download the song Break Your Mamma's Back.

Maybe I should just go to bed...

still most wanted.

Oh man, I'm screwed.
I have to have my entire script memorized by Tuesday, and I just started now.
Oh man, I'm screwed.

hungry like the wolf.

So I'm no longer going to see Hilary Duff in concert on the 26th...

in between dreams.

This is my workload:

English 195 - Intro to Dramatic Lit:
-Read the book "Everyman"
-Do 5 questions on the movie Oedipus Rex viewed in class
-Due: Thursday

English 192 - Intro to Lit:
-Read the two memoirs assigned for last class.
-Read graphic novel
-Write up personal memoir proposal
-Come up with memoir to write about
-Write first draft of memoir due for the class after next
-Due: Tuesday and then Thursday

Theatre 344 - Advanced Theatre Studies:
-Read the play "Criminal Minds"
-Argue with Colin over who gets to play whom in "Criminal Minds"
-Read the book "The Empty Space"
-Type up 3 page critique of the film "The Reckoning"
-Find out what "The Reckoning" is about
-Write journal entries assigned thus far
-Due: Wednesday

Religious Studies 102 - Religions of the East:
-Read the chapters on Hinduism that were assigned for last week
-Read the chapter on Hinduism assigned for next class
-Write notes based on readings
-Due: Tuesday

Philosophy 111 - Critical Thinking:
-Read the two chapters assigned for last week
-Read chapter assigned for next class
-Do assignment
-Due: Monday

Miscellaneous:
-Memorize the script for "7 Stories"
-Email: Reese, Jon, Angus, Sharon and Kate
-Fill out hours sheet
-Due: Tuesday

forbidden love.

Piece of crap!
2nd term has barely begun and already I'm swamped with work.
I shall expand more a little later.

cosy in the rocket.

I got a new watch today.
That is all.
___________________________________

Where do you go, with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the left over you?
How do you know when to let go?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken
It won't happen

It's love that leaves and breaks
The seal of always thinking you would be
Real happy, and healthy, strong and calm
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Where do you go when you're in love, and the world knows?
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down?
When do you say it's up for grabs and that you're on your way down?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

brand new colony.

In a few short hours Steve Jobs will take the stage at Macworld Expo San Francisco and present his keynote speech. It's like Christmas all over again! Although, I'll eat my shorts if Steve-o introduces a plasma TV with an integrated Mac. Seriously, I will.

No Plasma, No iPods except the revised shuffle.

What we'll get is:
New media content partnerships
Updated .Mac
New iLife '06 and iWork '06
New intel iBook

One more thing? New intel Mac mini with Front Row 2.0 and all the extra media center TV connectivity goodies - This is why they didn't announce the previous upgrade. They didn't want to announce one upgrade then announce another such a short time later.

I know I already said it, but it really is like Christmas! I wait in anticipation with my sisters credit card in one hand and a blank cheque in the other to give to her. Intel iBooks, here I come!

welcome to the north.

I'm giving up on my dreams.
I'm selling out.
I'm going to become a realtor.

Oh, and apparently, according to this country I am:
Rene Edyardio Ortiiz who lives at 28 Binnieblink Drive, when in reality I am Rene Eduardo Ortiz who lives at 28 Bonnie Blink Drive. Thanks Canada.

better sorry than safe.

F W A P !

That, ladies and germs, is the sound of reality, insecurities, common sense, doubts, and the truth all hitting me.

stop all the world now.

I've come to the decision that I need of this island NOW!!!

I know what I've said in the past, but forget everything I've said. I want off now. So I've decided that after my first year at the U Dot ends, I'm transferring to either Montreal or Toronto. I'll have to research possible schools there and go from that. Hey, I might even go to the private university my sister went to in Calgary, I don't know anything except that I need to get out of this place.

Oh, and just for the record, nothing 'happened' to get me to want to go. I came to that conclusion by myself last night.

your ex-lover is dead.

It's a new year. It's a fresh sheet of paper. It's a new leaf. It's a fresh start. It's a new chance. In this following year I resolve to:

·Laugh more
·Love more
·Read more
·Party more
·Study more
·Focus more
·Exercise more
·Concentrate more
·Learn more
·Drink more
·Chill more
·Hang more
·Sleep more
·Relax more
·Be more spiritual
·Be more serious
·Have more fun
·Do more schoolwork
·Less frivolous spending
·Less procrsatination

A new year comes with the opportunity to create a new version of you. I plan on fully taking advantage of it.
New year, I hope you don't let me down. I hope I don't let you down.

P.S.: 1 WEEK UNTIL MAC EXPO!

happy new year?

Well, New Year's Eve is merely symbolic of how another year has gone by and how little we've grown. No matter how desperate we are that someday a better self will emerge, as we count down the seconds, we know it's not to be, that for the rest of our sad, wretched pathetic lives, this is who we are to the bitter end. Inevitably, irrevocably; Happy New Year? No such thing.