It's weird. This is something new to me. I'm still in complete shock. It's like there's a giant brick in the middle of the road in my mind that won't let me get past it. Every couple of minutes I just think back to the fact that she's dead. Gone. I literally can't get over it.
Yes, I've been very lucky up to this point in my life. But luck doesn't change the fact that it still sucks when it comes time to experience it.
Bye, Sami. You helped make Calgary feel like home when I never thought I'd get to experience home again.
