I realize that I have been bottling everything up for my entire life.
I realize that it's not healthy and I shouldn't.
I realize that as the days go on and on, I get closer and closer to finally bursting.
I realize that I've only exploded about 2 or 3 times in my entire life.
I realize that the next time I do, it's not going to be pretty and I'm slightly afraid of it.
I realize that I need to figure out how to vent my anger so that I no longer bottle it up.
These are the things I realize, but what am I going to do about them?
